Monday, 28 September 2009

New Zyraxes song

As dori ca membru al trupei Zyraxes sa fac public faptul ca am reusit sa scoatem in sfarsit un demo al piesei "Iarna Lupilor".Mai avem de lucrat la diferite piese pe care le vom inregistra cat mai curand.Aceste piese,precum si Iarna lupilor nu sunt si nu vor fi la stadiul final,vor fi doar inregistrari ca sa arate cam cum ar fi ideea pieselor,pana la momentul in care le vom inregistra pro.Mai avem de munca,dar se poate.:)
Piesa "iarna lupilor"

Sunday, 27 September 2009

When a blind man cries

Un sfat util pentru oricine."Think before you speak". Cu asta am spus tot.Inainte sa spuneti ceva,chiar si randomly,aveti grija totusi sa nu'i deranjati sau raniti pe ceilalti involuntar.

Where was your star? Was it far?

Why do I have to put up with this? Why can't i make a mistake regarding a situation that didin't depend on me? Why can't i do that without you getting mad and saying things that hurt me?Why do you do this only because you're angry and meanwhile hurting me with your words and tone? It hurts...it hurts to hear and see you like that and just because I love you...No matter...i've got used to it.Can't say i like it but i live with the hope that everything's gonna be ok and that you're gonna realise what you did.

Friday, 25 September 2009

Beyond the void but deep within me

Deobicei nu sunt un om violent.Niciodata nu am cautat scanal doar de dragul de a face un exercitiu.Niciodata nu am folosit forta fizica decat fortat de imprejurari.Mereu am considerat ca e mai bine sa mergi cu omu la o bere,decat sa schimbati replici si pumni fara un motiv intemeiat,decat acela al unui orgoliu care atinge cote astronomice.Nu,niciodata nu am avut initiative de genul "bah ma enervezi si te bat".Nu sunt genul.Dar acum,oricat de mult mi'ar placea sa fac aceasi chestie,sunt tentat ca bazanduma pe o ura dezvoltata asupra unei anumite persoane sa folosesc forta fizica bruta si sa imi descarc toate necazurile si sentimentele de nervozitatea cu niste pumni bine aplicati.
Conversatie
me-alo?Ce faci frate?
c-uite p'aicia,ce e?
me-bai frate,deci deja mia ajuns pana in gat,eu cand il prind pe ala il omor
c-dc ma?:))
me-*insert personal reasons*
c-aha,nasol ioane,pai bate-l
me-frate,nu e prieten bun cu tine sau ceva nu?
c-cine ma?ala?da-l in pula mea:|
me-ah...ok asa,pana mea,daca il bat,il bat ca ardeleanu' frate
c-il bati ca ardeleanu'?:))ce plm e aia ma?
me-adica stii tu,noi ardelenii prietenosi asa,comozi,cu cate o bere,chill asa.Dar si cand ne enervam,batem la ei ca la turci:|
c-ah da?bun,te ajut si eu sa-l calci
me-ok,nu prea am nevoie,dar mersi:)
c-si moldovenii?
me-prteni la catarama:)
c-asa ma ioane:))hai frate ca mor de frig,vorbim,hai salve
Repet,nu e stilul meu sa fac asa ceva,dar deja urasc o persoana destul de tare incat sa numi mai pese de etica,logica si alte adiacente.Imi pare rau ca reactionez asa,dar nimeni nu e facut din piatra si nu ramane impasibil cand isi dezvolta asa sentimente fata de alta persoana.Furia face si ea parte din emotiile de baza?O simti,ramai cu ea in tine,dar pana la urma trebuie s-o eliberezi,oricat de peaceful ai fi.

Song:Blind guardian-The curse of feanor

aken the long way
Dark realms I went through
I arrived
My vision's so clear
In anger and pain
I left deep wounds behind
But I arrived
Truth might be changed by victory

Beyond the void but deep within me
A swamp of filth exists
A lake it was of crystal beauty
But Arda's spring went by
I've heard the warning
Well curse my name
I'll keep on laughing
No regret
No regret

chorus (1):
Don't fear the eyes of the dark lord
Morgoth I cried
All hope is gone but I swear revenge
Hear my oath
I will take part in your damned fate

I will always remember their cries
Like a shadow which covers the light
I will always remember the time
But it's past
I cannot turn back the time
(I) don't look back
There's still smoke near the shore
But I arrived
Revenge be mine

chorus (2):
I will take part in your damned fate
Morgoth I cried
It's my oath
So don't fear the eyes
Of the dark lord

Soon you will be free
Set your spirit free
"Suddenly I realized
The prophecies
I've never believed in
My deeds were wrong
I've stained the land
And slain my kin
(Burning Soul)
There's no release from my sins
It hurts
THE CURSE OF FANOR RUNS LONG
Time and only time will tell us
Tell: was I right or wrong?
When anger breaks through
I'll leave mercy behind"

chorus (2)

I will always remember their cries
Like a shadow they'll cover my life
But I'll also remember mine
(And) after all I'm still alive

Monday, 21 September 2009

You'll see,he'll be,the best that there's been.

De ce?De ce inca imi fac griji?De ce nu pot pur si simplu sa stau intins in pat uitandu-ma la tavan,cu lumina soarelui diminetii invadandu-mi camera si sa fiu fericit.Linistit,fara griji inutile,fara a face din tantar armasar sau din ewok wookie?De ce nu imi pot controla gandurile care de atat de multe ori imi afecteaza comportamentul?De ce nu ma pot oprii din a crea scenarii absurde,toate cauzate de cate o replica/propozitie care in mod normal ar putea fi trecuta usor cu vederea?De ce trebuie sa interpretez totul?Chiar si o privire ciudata sau o replica prost pusa ma pot face sa imi imaginez lucururi idioate.Intotdeauna am avut o imaginatie debordanta...dar mereu am folosit-o intr-un mod creativ si nu ca sami creez un fel de viziuni ale viitorului(nostradamish,nu?).Viziuni aberante,absurde,in neconcordanta cu realitatea.De ce? De frica ca acele tampenii sa se adevereasca?
Vreau siguranta totala asupra vietii mele? Sunt masochist si imi place sami fac griji si sa am indoieli?Nu.Atunci de ce?Probabil imi merge prea bine si vreau sa adaug si un pic de rau intr-o viata care momentan are tot ce mi-as putea dori.Ma plictisesc si incep sami imaginez chestii aiurea si dupa aceea cred ca exista o posibilitate sa fie adevarate?Am i mad?Am i bored?Am i stupid?Cate un pic din fiecare probabil.Ideea e ca prin acest post ma conving singur ca totul e ok,ca sunt fericit si ca nu am pentru ce sami fac griji.Momentan I love my life si nu vad nori negri la orizont.Vad doar un apus de soare linsitit,stand pe un deal si fumand dintr-o tigara.:)

Feel the sweat break on my brow
Is it me or is ir the shadows that are dancing on the walls
Is this a dream or is it now
Is this a vision or normality I see before my eyes

I wonder why I wonder how
That it seems the powers getting stronger every day
I feel a strength an inner fire
But Im scared I wont be able to control it anymore

Just by looking through your eyes
He could see the future penetrating
Right in through your mind
See the truth and see your lies
But for all his power couldnt foresee his own demise

Song:Iron maiden-the clairvoyant

From the pc of the Tic classroom,with love!

Sunday, 20 September 2009

Brothers I am calling...

...For help.This is my time of need.The time when the old alliances shall rise once more.I need all you can give me...advice,a hand on the back,anything,as long as you're here and I know that I can count on you.This challenge shall separate true friends from wankers,cos today,lads,we fight!We fight 'till there's no blood left to spill.We fight 'till the last.For what's right and for revenge.What say you?Are you with me?Damn right you are:)You've always been,and we never lost.So it shall be this time as well

Thursday, 17 September 2009

Calling the rain

Mai vreau doar inca una,una singura,o ploaie de vara tipica.Vreau sa ma trezesc intr'o dimineata inainte de liceu la 6 si jumatate,ca deobicei si sa simt racoarea diminetii.Sa ma imbrac si sa ma car la liceu,iar la ora 9 sa se faca cald,cald ca intr'o zi de mijloc al verii,care sami aminteasca de nisipul fierbinte din 2 mai.Sa mor de cald ore intregi,sa termin orele si sa te vad.Sa te vad in tineretului si apoi sa inceapa o ploaie calda si placuta de vara.
Song:
Eluveitie-calling the rain

Tuesday, 15 September 2009

Evolution of a random and pointless conversation

Eu plus inca niste prieteni din liceu lansand comentarii random despre boboci.
vasile-ioane,uitete la tipa aia care are colanti de leopard,pitzi nu?
me-da frate...imi e mila
v-de ea?
me-de leopard frate
v-zici ca sunt alive colantii aia,posedati de o rupta
me-ea e posedata de colanti,implicit de un leopard
v-:))
se asterne liniste si peste vreo 10 secunde tipa trece pe langa noi.
Singura chestie inteligibila pe care as putea so spun dupa 4 ore de somn:
"tipei aleia ii iese un leopard din *****"
v-=))

the unforgiven IV-A new hope

Ma intreb cateodata daca greselile cuiva pot fi iertate pur si simplu pentru ca persoana fata de care a gresit are sentimente destul de puternice pentru cealalta persoana.Confuz,stiu.Raspunsul este simplu:NU!.De ce?Pentru ca nu e normal sa ierti pe cineva pentru orice doar pentru ca iti dezvolti anumite sentimente fata de perosna respectiva.(ierti,ierti si iarasi ierti,pana cand incepi sa fi abuzat aiurea si atuncia deja "iertarea" se transforma in masochism),Nu e cazul aici insa.Atunci cand simti ca scuzele si mai ales lacrimile cuiva sunt sincere si ca sentimentele tale fata de acea persoana sunt reciproce,deja nu mai conteaza ce s-a intamplat,si esti dispus sa treci prin aproape orice,foc si sabie,para si mar,barbie si ken,unguru' bulan si copilu'(i've lost my train of tought) pentru a face ca totul sa fie ok si sa iti creezi tie si persoanei un sentiment de fericire,de siguranta,de caldura.De ce?Pentru ca poti si pentru ca e genial si pentru ca nimic nu te face mai fericit decat sa sti ca reusesti sa treci de cele mai grele lucruri,din cauza si in acelasi timp,cu ajutorul persoanei la care ti si cu care esti sincer si sti ca si ea e sincera cu tine.Pur si simplu o sti.Chiar daca nu vrei s-o recunosti cateodata,dar sentimentul e acolo.SI cateodata e nevoie de gelozie,de lacrimi si de discutii ca sati dai seama ca e acolo.Increderea si sentimentele sunt,si au fost mereu acolo.Si nu,nu o sa dispara niciodata.S-ar putea cateodata sa uiti de ele,dar sunt sigur ca daca mi se va intmapla....imi vei aminti de ele cu un sarut si un zambet bine aplicat,transferandu-ti din fericire in mine,intristandu-te,ca apoi eu sa fiu fericit,sa realizez ca tot ce imi doresc am deja si ca daca tu m-ai facut fericit intristandu-te si luand totul aspura ta,eu voi aplica aceasi metoda pe tine si te voi face sa te simti asa cum vreau sa te simti.Asa cum vreau sa ma simt.Fericit,cald,in siguranta....in bratele tale.Si asa ne vom simti..."untill the sun runs out of light".

From Geo's house,with love.

Monday, 14 September 2009

Hunt you down without mercy

Cold and rainy night,
I stand enchained in a corner
Blind my eyes, cos I was right
About you, human deformer

If I'm asleep or dead,
Between two worlds I wander,
Stuck with anger, pain and dread
Until the found, he finds the founder

Felt like crying while it rains,
But I'm taken over in a rage
With a shout I broke my chains
And with blood lust turned the page

Thought like madness for self worth,
I don't care cos I am both
Even now I move on forth
For revenge I swore my oath

Marching on through tears of rage
I wont stop until I die
Till you free me from this cage
Kill 'em all I just will try

Even if I stand alone,
I will fight you all together
Til' there is nor flesh nor bone
I will fight you now, forever.

Cut me, beat me, kill me
I will never stop
To the ravens feed me
I have no more blood to drop

Over blood red seas we shall fight
Night to day and day to night
When the sun runs out of light
Stop the kill I think I might

I shall not know sleep or rest
Till you all are deep in ground
This fate of hatred I detest
But to my oath, forever bound

Sunday, 13 September 2009

A nightmare to remember

Finally, it's gone. No more restless nights, no more consecutive nightmares and no more waking up in fear. It is gone now. It left a mark, but I'm glad I will not be forced to suffer every night anymore... those cold eyes, so cold and careless. They will haunt me no more, nor shall those images. Those dreams, visions, I made them all begin and I, with your help and 3 sleepless nights, made them go away. Anger, fear, so far away. Now I know peace, and I shall rest... again. Tired, so tired and happy, and finally, I shall sleep.

Saturday, 12 September 2009

Reclama

Pentru a va delecta ochii cu o filozofie post modernista (post mortem), aruncati un ochi la blogul unui mare artist, poet, geniu muzical si cultural al suburbiilor capitalei (este si alchoolic), blogul domnului Ciornei, sau "Ciornei" cum imi place mie adeseori sa-l poreclesc intr-un mod dibaci. Respectivul blog

Tuesday, 8 September 2009

Infinite dreams,I can't deny them

In sfarsit am ocazia sa scriu ceva calumea pe blog,off,urasc sa n'am net si sa trebuiasca sa postez chestii de pe telefonul mobil,pentru ca imi ofera spatiu limitat dezvoltarii textului si nu reusesc sa exprim cum trebuie ce vreau sa spun.
Asa,pai...prima chestie:Happy 3 month aniversary hon! I love you,si da,mi'a placut sa ne uitam la SW VI,chiar daca era o mizerie oribila prin casa si da,stiu ca my yoda mug e cute:)Asa cum ai tinut sa mentionezi,maicamea s-a intors din germania si casa e mai curata si am/avem mancare:)
M-am ales cu un box set si niste blugi extrem de marfa:> (thx mom!)
Anyway,in sfrasit ma ajuta si casa lui poenaru la ceva(calculatorul lui mai precis):pot sa postez pe blog de la el in timp ce el si alex dorm ca 2 porci.(1 sticla de vin a doborat 2 oameni mai bine facut decat mine).
Am trecut si de latina,chiar cu cea mai mare nota(7),si apoi am fost la "the proposal"@gates of mall vitan with cookie:)
Ce pot sa zic,imi merge bine(cred/sper sa fie asa) si ma simt implinit pentru ca am reusit sa trec peste toate micile probleme si greutati(ok..poate unele mai mari).Or did I?

READ:

Infinite dreams I can't deny them
Infinity is hard to comprehend
I couldn't hear those screams
Even in my wildest dreams

Suffocation waking in a sweat
Scared to fall asleep again
Incase the dream begins again
Someone chasing and cannot move
Standing rigid a nightmare's statue
What a dream when will it end
And will I transcend?

Restless sleep the minds in turmoil
One nightmare ends another fertile
It's getting to me so scared to sleep
But scared to wake now, in too deep

Even though its reached new heights
I rather like the restless nights
It makes me wonder it makes me think
There's more to this I'm on the brink
It's not the fear of what's beyond
It's just that I might not respond
I have an interest almost craving
But would I like to get too far in?

It can't be all coincidence
Too many things are evident
You tell me you're an unbeliever
Spiritualist? Well me I'm neither
But wouldn't you like to know
The truth
Of what's out there to have the proof
And find out just which side
You're on
Where would you end in Heaven or
In Hell?

Help me. Help me to find my true
Self without seeing the future
Save me, save me from torturing
Myself even within my dreams

There's got to be just more to it
Than this
Or tell me why do we exist
I'd like to think that when I die
I'd get a chance another time
And to return and live again
Reincarnate, play the game
Again and again and again

Goodbye from India!

Saturday, 5 September 2009

Friday, 4 September 2009

Like thunder from the sky (twisted feelings part 2)

When anger replaces sorrow it's kinda cool you know. I am relatively happy, but I can't get enough of this hate... consumes me, but sure it's a relief. Mark my words you, you and all like you.

Mark their spirits, burn their hearts, stab them in their eyes, rape their women as they cry, kill their servants, burn their homes, till there's no blood left to spill, power and dominion are taken by the will, by divine right hail and kill.
( thx manowar for the lyrics, you really know how to free me from my anger)
Have a nice day:)

Thursday, 3 September 2009

A change of seasons

Well, friends, this is it! Summer's gone. Planuri pentru toamna asta? Sure. Sa vizitez ceva muzee, sa merg la teatru, sa repet cat mai mult cu 'my old band', sa merg la 2 concerte Trooper, zz top si Scorpions, sa beau cateva beri pe inserat in Tineretului, sa fumez cateva tigari uitandu'ma noaptea la cer si la tine in acelasi timp si bineinteles, sa mai aniversam inca 3 luni (best days of my life). Remember what I told you some time ago? ''Seasons change, my feelings for you don't'' :)